Thread:Boombomb/@comment-25306394-20130502024548/@comment-25306394-20130502110354


 * Last night
 * Enigma told me things about myself that Eternal told behind my back that made me realize that my emotions controll how I act. And even my desisions could be the cause of my indesision and hesitation.
 * But after everyone helped me to see the truth of my actions
 * I began to think  Being a mod is different to some people, how people see things as wrong can be different in the eyes of other users. Last night I defended someone who I cared about to the point in where past emotions returned and caused me to think and act differently.  But what really made me feel that way in the first place, was the feelings of wanting to defend that person because they have hurt and been through enough crap to realize that they did wrong in the past and they have already paied for it.
 * I see it as a way to help defend those who cant defend themselves
 * I see it as a way to help defend those who cant defend themselves

But I digress  And some I keep closer to my heart than usuall. I dont need to tell you who, I just feel like I want to protect this place and you guys, my friends, close friends, and special friends, and the one person who i still feel a  bond more than just friends. So. If you decide to ever take my mod away for any reason that someone says about me. Remember that Ive said this.
 * And then I realized
 * The people in this chat even though you guys are very far away from me
 * I care as if you guys were right here
 * And that I love you all
 * like family.
 * like family.