User blog:EcruosofCharisma/It was really hard to write this blog

Okay. So here we are, on a Friday. It's a nice day, right? Maybe a Saturday in England? Or maybe Sunday or Monday by the time anyone reads this... Why am I sitting here chit-chatting with you guys? Look, I need to get to the main point, since I'm already in tears writing this blog as it is. But I have to retire from ChiLL. I love you guys all so much. (Except you, Lily. Burn in hell. :p) The reason being is that I need to focus on school a lot more, I'm in 9th grade, and it's time to get serious about school again and a lot of the time, this place is a way to get rid of all the stress, but with all of the expected drama and pissing contests, it's obviously not working for me. I know you guys have missed me a lot. Some less than others, but still. But right now, school is a priority and failure isn't an option and never WIL be. I will always be the best I can be when it comes to me setting my sights on something. Unfortunately, I wasn't the best when the chat mod elections came around and I lost. (Good game, Flame and Apallo.) But you better damn believe I try my best to be the best at what I do. ...Son of a BITCH, why am I crying? You know what, I can't finish this blog right now, I need to stop writing. I love you guys so much. Don't worry, my retirement isn't permanent, just until I can keep kicking ass in school and be safe. So.. Goodbye for now.